ZAY Blog

Ok, I know I have not been post anythingon this blog for a while, no because I was too lazy, but rather I have no had too much time to really sit down and write stuff in the middle of my exhausting schedules...well, guess lazy pp always give them an excuse for being lazy...

So for those who have been reading my blogs...my sincere apologies for that.

So where should I start? The part about what I've seen? The part about what I've heard? Or the part about how I feel?

Well, all I want to say was that, really, it has been almost like a drama, I was, inevitably, one of the players once a while, and yet I tried to stay as far away as possible most of the time and have fun and watch all those.

But no matter how much I play or have fun or whatever, certain things are not going to change. What I believed would still be true for me until it could be proven otherwise...and what I considered as right would not be wrong just because someone told me things are wrong.

However, I have decided to change certain things as well...things like offering advices...although most of the time I found they are difficult to control...but I will try to only give to the right people...after all...different background really makes pp think differently, and I have no rights to judge what they have said or done is right or wrong, probably it is the most suitable ways to them, and probably there are other factors which I will never understand...

Ya, so this are some of my random thoughts, written on a old computer in the basement of Tim's house, on my first night stay in Ottawa.